January 10, 2009

am i in da wrong?

was still in the sleeping MODE.
my hands tergerak,grabbed my hp.
& i found myself watching those vids.
& then tears start rolling down my cheeks ..
& i know something's not right.
& i can feel it,chey.

i think i'll talk to him on mon.
see how it goes.
explain to him whats going on.
& that i miss him so fcking much.
&&that im sorry(for what idn still)

oh wait,what if he tk lyn me?
hahah,kimak kantoi sia aku nnt -.-
lerrrrr,howw siaaaaa?

those times when everything seemed to be possible for us.
when there was us,together.
one whole fam.
i miss u people,alot!
but things change, but why now?
nnanti2 tkley per sia?
very the LENDOT siak perangai -.-
i think i wanna go carpark & shout.
oh wait,if i'll be doing that alone,
ppl might think tt i'm crazy sia.
no no no,i think i better dont.

fizaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,where are you?
shys at home prob still sleeping -.-
lerr,nevermid i'll figure out a way soon to
let go of these weird feeling inside me, i hope *cross finger*